My Response: Thank You :)

Off late, there has been the strong presence of an "Anonymous Well-wisher" on my blog. Maybe more than one of them, actually. I always knew I was blessed. They just helped me to confirm my belief. Apart from those well-wishers who I have a count of, here are the extras. Truly lucky. One of them even wished me on my birthday right on this page although under the mask of anonymity. A wish it is nonetheless and hence hereinafter is a token of my gratitude for the time spent on hawking into my life and dissecting my days. Praiseworthy ennui!


Thank you for your wishes (Mr/Ms/Confused about your orientation) Anonymous. Though I wish you weren't so ashamed of your name so as to not be able to assign it to the myriad comments that you have decorated my blog with. I'd like to thank you for that also :). To respond to your concern, do not worry about the 'bubble' I dwell in. There are too many people protecting it. I am lucky that way. The world must have been extremely unkind to you, to have made you so cynical and bitter at such a young age. My sympathies to you for the same. If you'd care to reveal your identity on your own, I'd consider introducing you to a few wonderful people I know, to hand you down some beggarly consolation. But then, on second thoughts, I wouldn't - in your best interest, because they might just inflict some irreparable damage on your fragile self because of the grime that you have been spitting on my page at regular intervals. My reaction can be described as 'pleasantly amused' but you seem to have invited their wrath. You are however cordially invited to continue creating the havoc till you get tired of your own stupidity, or the span of your days of boredom comes to an end. Till then, may the Lord bless your troubled mind. Amen.

Birthday 2012

So the birthday is over and its a lovely Saturday here at home :) .. Had a superb time on my birthday with most of my loved ones together after really long. Dad came down just for the birthday and I feel like the luckiest girl ever. If the world is a stage, then I'm playing the part of a spoilt daughter to doting parents :D.

For the very first time, I spent my birthday in two cities. Half of it in the city where the heart is, and half of it in the city where my home is - Delhi and Calcutta. The celebrations went on for over three days in Delhi itself before they began with equal gusto in Calcutta. Deciding to celebrate on a week day was not really the best idea but the superb family of friends that I have, never ever let me down. So there they were, even after their long hours in office, just so that I feel special *big hug*. All my office people, Prateeti, Jai, Natasha and Karan, thank you for having made it special. My 'dilwaalon ka sheher' never ever lets me down because I know some of the best hearts in that city. Muchest love. Always!

22 :D

Okay I'm mobile blogging for the first time in life and not in the best state to blog in :D But with five minutes to go for my birthday, I'm supposed to make a wish. So I wish for your happiness....and you :D

Mwaah!

So Darling, Stand by me, A Dedication.

Count each blessing..

There are a few people I feel like I've known in forever. I feel like I will know them forever also. These people are very few in number, but they're there. I don't understand their selfless love. I don't know what I have done to deserve such wonderful people all together. I must have been a very good child in some birth.

Varr, Vasu, Pai, Cashew, Jai, Babu, Charuhas, Sayan and Karan. Please don't leave me. Ever.

Rise from the Ashes..

If I say I want you back

I know I'd be lying

You've scarred me with your love

A love that I can't seem to wash away

Your love ingrains your marks 

So deep within my soul

That I can't sleep

With you so far away from me

I don't know what I long for any more

A wrecked bundle of contradictions

But I will heave away this hurricane

Shut those windows you forced open

Erect those walls you broke down

Spin back my cocoon of console

Thicker and stronger than ever before

So that the only thing that will be able to penetrate

Will be the white light of purity

And caus purity and you, are poles apart,

Stay Away.

Helmut

Maybe in a different world

Maybe on a different day

But we're gonna meet again

In the midst of serenity far away.

Tears would be an insult to the strong lad the world knows you to be. But that doesn't change the fact that it won't ever be the same without you - ever again. I remember you tugging at my kurta the first time we met. I was busy handing over my bags to Sha'al. I turned to see my handsome lad standing there with eyes brimming with accusation - how could you miss me? And thereafter I never stopped loving you. I never will. I remember how you almost got into the cab with me, that first time when I was about to leave. I remember how you sat within breathing distance from me each time I had meals. I remember how you opened one big loving eye, to check if all was good, when you heard a small tinkle somewhere. I remember how you showed off your strength by standing next to me and pushing me with all your might. I remember how you, so gently, ate biscuits out of my hand and then gave them warm lavish licks. Not things that I want to forget. Not things that I will forget. By the time I met you, I was told that you were already keeping unwell. And I was asked to be careful because you were hardly your old self. But never for once did you so much as even snap at me. Ever. When somebody loves you, you just know it. I know you know I love you. Somewhere within. May the good Lord bless and keep you till we meet again. Love forever, Helmut.